1 00:00:39,940 --> 00:00:41,900 HE SIGHS 2 00:01:01,980 --> 00:01:03,420 KNOCK AT DOOR 3 00:01:03,420 --> 00:01:06,260 Does mum know you're back? 4 00:01:06,260 --> 00:01:08,060 I can't talk right now. 5 00:01:08,060 --> 00:01:10,380 Can you open the door? She's worried about you. 6 00:01:12,860 --> 00:01:14,180 Just tell her I'm fine. 7 00:01:14,180 --> 00:01:16,980 Just send her a text. Make up a lie. 8 00:01:16,980 --> 00:01:18,460 Are priests allowed to lie? 9 00:01:18,460 --> 00:01:21,180 Cos you fucking need to. Wa... Watch your mouth. 10 00:01:21,180 --> 00:01:22,900 Watch yours. 11 00:01:22,900 --> 00:01:24,860 You stink, by the way. 12 00:01:24,860 --> 00:01:27,020 And whatever this is, 13 00:01:27,020 --> 00:01:28,500 don't do it again. 14 00:01:28,500 --> 00:01:29,780 You know how she gets. 15 00:02:02,300 --> 00:02:04,900 HE SIGHS 16 00:02:19,740 --> 00:02:21,180 Good morning. Morning. 17 00:02:31,220 --> 00:02:33,100 Can I get you something to drink? 18 00:02:33,100 --> 00:02:34,500 No, thank you. 19 00:02:45,740 --> 00:02:48,740 We think... 20 00:02:48,740 --> 00:02:52,500 We'd like you to consider the notion that you have been hasty here. 21 00:02:54,740 --> 00:02:57,740 I... I don't think I have. 22 00:02:57,740 --> 00:03:01,020 You haven't broken your vows, Anna. 23 00:03:01,020 --> 00:03:04,380 You just tested them. 24 00:03:04,380 --> 00:03:07,940 I've given my vows a pretty serious haircut. 25 00:03:09,540 --> 00:03:11,300 Will you reconsider? 26 00:03:15,220 --> 00:03:16,540 Ah... 27 00:03:17,700 --> 00:03:20,540 I... I spend most of 28 00:03:20,540 --> 00:03:24,260 every day convinced that I've made a terrible mistake. 29 00:03:26,940 --> 00:03:29,100 But I believe... 30 00:03:31,220 --> 00:03:32,780 I... 31 00:03:32,780 --> 00:03:34,100 I feel... 32 00:03:35,380 --> 00:03:37,860 ...this is my decision. 33 00:03:40,100 --> 00:03:42,580 And this is because of a man? 34 00:03:43,860 --> 00:03:48,460 This is because something profound has happened to me. 35 00:03:51,260 --> 00:03:54,340 It just means that God speaks to me now 36 00:03:54,340 --> 00:03:56,500 in a different way. 37 00:03:57,700 --> 00:03:59,380 It... It hasn't changed 38 00:03:59,380 --> 00:04:02,220 the love I feel for God or for you 39 00:04:02,220 --> 00:04:04,980 or for my sisters. 40 00:04:12,220 --> 00:04:15,980 Then we will need to begin a formal process of renunciation. 41 00:04:17,940 --> 00:04:20,820 There will be opportunity for a spiritual guidance and... 42 00:04:20,820 --> 00:04:23,860 Yes, I understand you have your process 43 00:04:23,860 --> 00:04:27,940 and I hope you understand I have mine, too. 44 00:04:29,500 --> 00:04:32,140 And I hope you believe me when I say that... 45 00:04:34,460 --> 00:04:37,340 ...I no longer wish to be a nun. 46 00:04:42,140 --> 00:04:43,140 And I... 47 00:04:44,220 --> 00:04:47,380 I hope you know I am sorry, Francesca. 48 00:04:49,980 --> 00:04:51,460 Abbess. 49 00:04:54,740 --> 00:04:56,460 And I know. 50 00:05:00,820 --> 00:05:03,060 Although... 51 00:05:03,060 --> 00:05:07,260 Although that doesn't make this whole incident 52 00:05:07,260 --> 00:05:09,260 any less shameful. 53 00:05:15,700 --> 00:05:17,780 No. 54 00:05:26,220 --> 00:05:29,140 Well, there we have it. 55 00:05:31,220 --> 00:05:33,100 Abbess. 56 00:05:52,660 --> 00:05:54,260 Thank you so much. 57 00:05:54,260 --> 00:05:56,820 Thank you for coming, Sister, and your Excellency. 58 00:05:56,820 --> 00:05:59,460 Yes, and thank you, Muriel. 59 00:06:10,180 --> 00:06:12,020 Anna, wait. 60 00:06:12,020 --> 00:06:13,740 Anna! 61 00:06:40,540 --> 00:06:42,460 I'll need your help today. 62 00:06:45,540 --> 00:06:46,860 I... I'm on a trip with the choir. 63 00:06:46,860 --> 00:06:48,780 There's a furniture order coming at the restaurant - 64 00:06:48,780 --> 00:06:51,780 I'll need you on the computer. 65 00:06:51,780 --> 00:06:54,980 No-one else can work the damn database. Huh. 66 00:06:54,980 --> 00:06:57,700 We're going to sing at another church. 67 00:07:02,740 --> 00:07:04,500 Tina, we need every hand on deck right now - 68 00:07:04,500 --> 00:07:07,060 the pressures that we're under... I can't today, Dad. 69 00:07:23,100 --> 00:07:26,060 Because I hit your mate? 70 00:07:26,060 --> 00:07:29,180 He's not my mate. 71 00:07:29,180 --> 00:07:31,300 He's Father Hicks. 72 00:07:32,860 --> 00:07:36,500 And, no, it's not because of that. 73 00:07:36,500 --> 00:07:39,180 Because I told them I was going on the trip. 74 00:07:39,180 --> 00:07:41,420 So I need to. 75 00:07:51,100 --> 00:07:52,540 KNOCK AT DOOR 76 00:07:52,540 --> 00:07:55,380 I'm going to the seaside today. 77 00:07:55,380 --> 00:07:57,260 I want you to come. 78 00:07:59,180 --> 00:08:02,740 It's with the choir. They could do with the extra help. 79 00:08:05,860 --> 00:08:08,100 I've got a swimming costume you can wear. 80 00:08:08,100 --> 00:08:10,100 In fact, I've got two, 81 00:08:10,100 --> 00:08:12,820 but one's a thong bikini. 82 00:08:20,740 --> 00:08:22,340 Will he be there? 83 00:08:22,340 --> 00:08:24,620 I thought we weren't afraid of him. 84 00:08:27,140 --> 00:08:31,140 You can wear the normal cossie. I'll wear the thong. 85 00:08:31,140 --> 00:08:33,380 Didn't even used to know what a thong was. 86 00:08:33,380 --> 00:08:36,220 Ah, well, I wore one once. 87 00:08:36,220 --> 00:08:37,820 An underwear thong - 88 00:08:37,820 --> 00:08:39,460 for Martin. 89 00:08:39,460 --> 00:08:41,620 It enraged my eczema. 90 00:08:43,540 --> 00:08:47,140 CHURCH BELLS RING 91 00:08:48,300 --> 00:08:51,660 And here's me thinking this a sacred space. 92 00:08:51,660 --> 00:08:53,020 Well, today, it can't be. 93 00:08:53,020 --> 00:08:54,860 You... You haven't forgotten the trip? 94 00:08:54,860 --> 00:08:57,180 How, could I? 95 00:08:57,180 --> 00:08:59,500 It's the highlight of my year. 96 00:09:01,420 --> 00:09:03,380 Where were you last night? 97 00:09:05,500 --> 00:09:06,820 Why do you ask? 98 00:09:06,820 --> 00:09:10,620 Word is you were leaving voicemails for the Bishop at 2am. 99 00:09:12,220 --> 00:09:13,780 I was working. 100 00:09:13,780 --> 00:09:16,660 Lost track of time. 101 00:09:16,660 --> 00:09:18,460 Are you OK? 102 00:09:20,020 --> 00:09:22,580 I'm just... Get things happening, I'm just trying 103 00:09:22,580 --> 00:09:26,180 to make things happen. 104 00:09:26,180 --> 00:09:27,740 The Lord be with you. 105 00:09:27,740 --> 00:09:30,180 And with your spirit. 106 00:09:34,020 --> 00:09:38,420 Welcome. What a... a wonderful day. 107 00:09:39,980 --> 00:09:43,180 Um, normally, we would start with a hymn but... 108 00:09:45,620 --> 00:09:48,420 Would you mind? I'm... I'm running a little late, this morning, 109 00:09:48,420 --> 00:09:52,020 and I'm trying to make breakfast for 45 people, so... 110 00:09:52,020 --> 00:09:57,420 So do you think you might possibly consider helping me? 111 00:09:59,180 --> 00:10:02,300 Yeah? God moves in mysterious ways, after all. 112 00:10:07,700 --> 00:10:09,620 BOYS CALL TO EACH OTHER IN DISTANCE 113 00:10:13,500 --> 00:10:15,420 Go on, pass it! 114 00:10:19,020 --> 00:10:21,420 Hey, hey! INDISTINCT CHAT THROUGHOUT 115 00:10:23,300 --> 00:10:25,140 LAUGHTER 116 00:10:52,300 --> 00:10:53,860 Good morning. 117 00:10:53,860 --> 00:10:57,540 Good morning. Good morning. 118 00:10:57,540 --> 00:10:59,660 Good morning. 119 00:10:59,660 --> 00:11:01,220 Thanks. 120 00:11:02,540 --> 00:11:05,540 Good morning. 121 00:11:08,180 --> 00:11:09,740 Morning. 122 00:11:14,580 --> 00:11:16,380 Good morning! 123 00:11:18,540 --> 00:11:20,540 Hello. 124 00:11:20,540 --> 00:11:23,460 My plus one. No need for a sandwich. 125 00:11:23,460 --> 00:11:25,980 Aha. Right. 126 00:11:25,980 --> 00:11:29,500 Um, lovely to have you both here. 127 00:11:30,940 --> 00:11:33,140 It's not about him. 128 00:11:33,140 --> 00:11:34,820 Today is not about him. 129 00:11:34,820 --> 00:11:37,060 Hello. Hello, hello. 130 00:11:37,060 --> 00:11:39,220 Hello, everyone. This doesn't work, does it? 131 00:11:39,220 --> 00:11:41,100 We can hear you. Yeah? 132 00:11:41,100 --> 00:11:44,500 Er, OK. Welcome, everyone. Er, today's a good day. 133 00:11:44,500 --> 00:11:46,380 For you! LAUGHTER 134 00:11:46,380 --> 00:11:49,020 Er, yes, today is a good day for... 135 00:11:49,020 --> 00:11:50,740 She said today's a good... 136 00:11:50,740 --> 00:11:52,020 Sure? 137 00:11:52,020 --> 00:11:55,700 Er, today is a good day for me. I'm excited to be here. 138 00:11:55,700 --> 00:11:57,580 I hope there are others, Adeshola excluded, 139 00:11:57,580 --> 00:11:59,100 who might share my excitement. 140 00:11:59,100 --> 00:12:02,140 To explain how today's going to work, 141 00:12:02,140 --> 00:12:05,100 um, because you're all such wonderful singers... Ooh! 142 00:12:05,100 --> 00:12:07,620 ...we are travelling to do a recital at 143 00:12:07,620 --> 00:12:11,500 the beautiful Our Lady Immaculate at 5pm today. 144 00:12:11,500 --> 00:12:14,180 We'll do a sound check at the beautiful Our Lady Immaculate 145 00:12:14,180 --> 00:12:16,180 at 4pm today. 146 00:12:16,180 --> 00:12:19,420 The beautiful Our Lady Immaculate - and this is not why this trip 147 00:12:19,420 --> 00:12:25,060 is arranged at all - happens to be near the beach of Weston-super-Mare. 148 00:12:25,060 --> 00:12:26,460 CHEERING 149 00:12:26,460 --> 00:12:29,220 So I will be buying everyone fish and chips for lunch 150 00:12:29,220 --> 00:12:31,700 on Weston-super-Mare beach. CHEERING 151 00:12:31,700 --> 00:12:34,620 Thank you! 152 00:12:34,620 --> 00:12:37,140 Um, there... there may be swimming. 153 00:12:37,140 --> 00:12:39,220 There may be games. 154 00:12:39,220 --> 00:12:42,420 There may be an infamous tug-of-war. OTHERS: Yeah! 155 00:12:42,420 --> 00:12:45,020 Short prayer. Our almighty father, 156 00:12:45,020 --> 00:12:47,340 we thank you for our remarkable friends 157 00:12:47,340 --> 00:12:49,700 and the adventures we have together. 158 00:12:49,700 --> 00:12:51,900 We thank you for the weather, 159 00:12:51,900 --> 00:12:53,980 for the smiles, 160 00:12:53,980 --> 00:12:55,380 for the music, 161 00:12:55,380 --> 00:12:58,420 for the gift of travel. 162 00:12:58,420 --> 00:13:01,820 Thanks be to God. Amen. ALL: Amen. 163 00:13:01,820 --> 00:13:05,060 Yep, I did just say thank you for the music. 164 00:13:05,060 --> 00:13:07,620 I'm Bjorn again. LAUGHTER 165 00:13:09,340 --> 00:13:12,940 Today is going to be FUN! CHEERING 166 00:13:12,940 --> 00:13:15,340 Whoo-whoo-whoo! 167 00:13:15,340 --> 00:13:17,260 HE EXHALES HEAVILY 168 00:13:24,260 --> 00:13:26,820 Get Happy by Judy Garland 169 00:13:28,500 --> 00:13:31,260 ♪ Forget your troubles Come on, get happy 170 00:13:31,260 --> 00:13:33,700 ♪ You'd better chase all your cares away 171 00:13:33,700 --> 00:13:36,660 ♪ Shout hallelujah Come on, get happy 172 00:13:36,660 --> 00:13:39,580 ♪ Get ready for the judgment day 173 00:13:39,580 --> 00:13:42,420 ♪ The sun is shining Come on, get happy 174 00:13:42,420 --> 00:13:45,020 ♪ The Lord is waiting to take your hand 175 00:13:45,020 --> 00:13:48,180 ♪ Shout hallelujah Come on, get happy... 176 00:13:48,180 --> 00:13:50,020 You're doing brilliantly. 177 00:13:52,380 --> 00:13:56,060 All hail my journey to the forgotten land! 178 00:13:56,060 --> 00:13:59,420 Come on, let's run. Hopefully take some of the heat with us. Come on. 179 00:14:02,180 --> 00:14:05,100 ♪ Shout hallelujah Come on, get happy 180 00:14:05,100 --> 00:14:07,780 ♪ You'd better chase all your cares away 181 00:14:07,780 --> 00:14:10,780 ♪ Shout hallelujah Come on, get happy 182 00:14:10,780 --> 00:14:15,540 ♪ Get ready! 183 00:14:15,540 --> 00:14:22,580 ♪ For the judgment day! ♪ 184 00:14:34,780 --> 00:14:38,340 24 cods, 16 sausage in batter, six chicken burgers, 185 00:14:38,340 --> 00:14:40,140 six cups of mushy peas, 186 00:14:40,140 --> 00:14:42,900 one pickled egg and a bucket full of chips. 187 00:15:22,740 --> 00:15:25,220 Don't mind us. 188 00:15:25,220 --> 00:15:28,220 You should talk to your sister. She's a wise woman. 189 00:16:19,460 --> 00:16:22,540 D'you go to many beaches as a kid? 190 00:16:22,540 --> 00:16:24,900 Ha. 191 00:16:24,900 --> 00:16:26,220 Came here. 192 00:16:26,220 --> 00:16:28,340 My mum would give me money for a donkey ride 193 00:16:28,340 --> 00:16:31,980 and I'd put all of it into one of those 2p slot machines 194 00:16:31,980 --> 00:16:34,060 in the arcade. HE LAUGHS 195 00:16:40,020 --> 00:16:41,820 Are you OK? 196 00:16:44,940 --> 00:16:47,220 No. 197 00:16:47,220 --> 00:16:49,180 You? 198 00:16:49,180 --> 00:16:51,500 Well, er, 199 00:16:51,500 --> 00:16:54,420 the bishop told me this morning that, er, 200 00:16:54,420 --> 00:16:57,980 I should be ashamed of myself, so... 201 00:16:57,980 --> 00:16:59,780 No. 202 00:16:59,780 --> 00:17:01,900 No, I'm not OK. 203 00:17:05,500 --> 00:17:08,460 I think our bishop is the sort of leader who thinks he should lead 204 00:17:08,460 --> 00:17:11,100 through judgment. I also think he doesn't understand 205 00:17:11,100 --> 00:17:13,500 the difference between shame and bravery. 206 00:17:14,780 --> 00:17:16,580 I'm not brave. 207 00:17:18,780 --> 00:17:22,900 When we, um... When... When I came back to visit you at the convent. 208 00:17:22,900 --> 00:17:26,740 You told me I was a click-of-the-fingers Christian. 209 00:17:26,740 --> 00:17:30,980 You're the one who clicked your fingers and changed something. 210 00:17:30,980 --> 00:17:33,620 Peter, the bishop, he... he just wants everything the same, 211 00:17:33,620 --> 00:17:35,700 because it makes him feel safer. 212 00:17:38,860 --> 00:17:41,180 I think you've got nicer since last we spoke. 213 00:17:47,580 --> 00:17:50,820 If I've put you in a difficult position, I'm so sorry. 214 00:17:50,820 --> 00:17:54,060 It's never my intention. 215 00:17:54,060 --> 00:17:57,460 I... 216 00:17:57,460 --> 00:17:59,620 I cannot change. 217 00:18:00,860 --> 00:18:03,380 I admire you for changing. 218 00:18:06,540 --> 00:18:10,220 If the bishop can't see that, then he's without worth. 219 00:18:14,220 --> 00:18:18,020 AIR HORN BLARES Come on! 220 00:18:18,020 --> 00:18:22,020 I believe Francis is summoning us to the front line. 221 00:18:22,020 --> 00:18:23,780 AIR HORN BLARES 222 00:18:23,780 --> 00:18:25,420 Tug-of-war! 223 00:18:25,420 --> 00:18:28,020 CHEERING 224 00:18:28,020 --> 00:18:30,300 Go ahead and raise the rope! 225 00:18:32,740 --> 00:18:36,340 And... AIR HORN TOOTS 226 00:18:36,340 --> 00:18:37,940 Come on! 227 00:18:37,940 --> 00:18:41,220 Oh, dear, oh, dear, oh, dear. 228 00:18:43,340 --> 00:18:46,660 You're quiet. 229 00:18:46,660 --> 00:18:48,580 No. 230 00:18:48,580 --> 00:18:50,580 Just enjoying the day. 231 00:18:53,300 --> 00:18:57,260 You don't look like you're enjoying it. 232 00:18:57,260 --> 00:18:59,820 I am. 233 00:18:59,820 --> 00:19:02,900 I've made a mistake bringing you, haven't I? 234 00:19:02,900 --> 00:19:04,580 No, I... 235 00:19:04,580 --> 00:19:06,780 I am pleased to be here. 236 00:19:09,860 --> 00:19:12,980 OTHERS CLAP AND HUM SONG 237 00:19:16,620 --> 00:19:19,020 I love this song. 238 00:19:19,020 --> 00:19:22,460 Bring Me A Little Water, Silvy 239 00:19:28,340 --> 00:19:33,020 ♪ Bring me a little water, Silvy 240 00:19:33,020 --> 00:19:37,660 ♪ Bring me a little water now 241 00:19:37,660 --> 00:19:42,340 ♪ Bring me a little water, Silvy 242 00:19:42,340 --> 00:19:46,980 ♪ Every little once in a while 243 00:19:46,980 --> 00:19:51,740 ♪ Silvy come a-runnin' 244 00:19:51,740 --> 00:19:56,820 ♪ Bucket in her hand 245 00:19:56,820 --> 00:20:01,980 ♪ I will bring a little water 246 00:20:01,980 --> 00:20:06,220 ♪ Fast as I can. ♪ 247 00:20:14,540 --> 00:20:16,580 Oh, so sorry, Father. 248 00:20:16,580 --> 00:20:19,500 Tug-of-war overran? 249 00:20:19,500 --> 00:20:22,420 It was my fault. 250 00:20:22,420 --> 00:20:24,500 Shall we, er, let them get set up? 251 00:20:24,500 --> 00:20:26,940 You better had, yes. 252 00:20:26,940 --> 00:20:28,780 Er, let's get started, everyone. 253 00:20:28,780 --> 00:20:31,180 Right, we'll sing Steal Away. 254 00:20:31,180 --> 00:20:33,180 Can I have an A? 255 00:20:33,180 --> 00:20:35,940 ORGAN PLAYS NOTE ♪ Mmm, hmmm. ♪ 256 00:20:38,940 --> 00:20:41,100 The bishop is coming. 257 00:20:41,100 --> 00:20:43,260 Did he tell you? CHOIR SING What? 258 00:20:43,260 --> 00:20:46,500 Yeah. I'm surprised, too. 259 00:20:46,500 --> 00:20:47,900 He didn't tell me. 260 00:20:47,900 --> 00:20:51,660 I think he wants to show you support. 261 00:20:51,660 --> 00:20:55,380 Must be nice. 262 00:20:55,380 --> 00:20:58,580 ♪ ..to Jesus 263 00:21:02,060 --> 00:21:05,420 ♪ Steal away. ♪ 264 00:21:05,420 --> 00:21:08,860 I'm sorry. I don't know where she's gone. 265 00:21:08,860 --> 00:21:10,300 Who's gone? 266 00:21:10,300 --> 00:21:12,820 Tina. 267 00:21:12,820 --> 00:21:14,380 She's still not answering. 268 00:21:14,380 --> 00:21:16,540 Yeah, and we're sure she's not just having a nice time 269 00:21:16,540 --> 00:21:18,380 somewhere in an arcade? 270 00:21:18,380 --> 00:21:20,260 She hasn't been herself all day. 271 00:21:20,260 --> 00:21:23,140 She kept saying she was feeling ill, but that... It wasn't that. 272 00:21:23,140 --> 00:21:25,860 Wait do you know som...? Is there something we should know? 273 00:21:25,860 --> 00:21:28,860 Nothing she's told me, but she's not right. 274 00:21:28,860 --> 00:21:31,180 There's nothing wrong. She'll just be after a minute's peace. 275 00:21:31,180 --> 00:21:34,340 She'll be fine. Or something more serious. Let's arrange a search. 276 00:21:34,340 --> 00:21:38,660 Anyone under 18 find an adult! You will search with them. 277 00:21:38,660 --> 00:21:40,980 Excuse me. This girl here, 278 00:21:40,980 --> 00:21:43,540 have you... have you seen her? No, sorry. 279 00:21:43,540 --> 00:21:47,500 ♪ Steal away 280 00:21:47,500 --> 00:21:51,340 ♪ To Jesus 281 00:21:53,140 --> 00:21:54,460 Tina! 282 00:21:54,460 --> 00:22:05,500 ♪ Steal away home 283 00:22:08,340 --> 00:22:14,660 ♪ I ain't got long 284 00:22:14,660 --> 00:22:18,540 ♪ To stay here. ♪ 285 00:22:18,540 --> 00:22:21,660 It's the, er, road to Bristol, right? 286 00:22:24,460 --> 00:22:28,380 I'm the same. Whenever I'm feeling less than brilliant, I... 287 00:22:28,380 --> 00:22:30,540 I always try to go home. 288 00:22:30,540 --> 00:22:32,540 You don't live in my house, then. 289 00:22:34,580 --> 00:22:37,020 Where are you going, then? 290 00:22:37,020 --> 00:22:39,420 I can't go back - 291 00:22:39,420 --> 00:22:41,740 to the coach. 292 00:22:41,740 --> 00:22:43,820 Why? 293 00:22:43,820 --> 00:22:46,300 He wants me to be you. 294 00:22:46,300 --> 00:22:47,740 Father Hicks. 295 00:22:47,740 --> 00:22:50,380 But I'm not you. 296 00:22:50,380 --> 00:22:51,900 Well, thank God for that. 297 00:22:51,900 --> 00:22:54,860 No, I can't be. 298 00:22:54,860 --> 00:22:57,820 I can't be that. 299 00:22:57,820 --> 00:23:00,900 Well, you... you don't have to be anything. 300 00:23:00,900 --> 00:23:02,100 No. 301 00:23:02,100 --> 00:23:05,260 You don't understand. 302 00:23:05,260 --> 00:23:07,620 I am not my mum. 303 00:23:07,620 --> 00:23:10,740 I don't just drop my knickers for the first guy that looks at me. 304 00:23:13,500 --> 00:23:15,740 Ah, er... 305 00:23:15,740 --> 00:23:18,420 Experience. Well, 306 00:23:18,420 --> 00:23:22,380 lots of sisters do have experience with men, it's... 307 00:23:22,380 --> 00:23:25,460 I thought he liked me. 308 00:23:25,460 --> 00:23:27,860 And he was wearing something. 309 00:23:33,300 --> 00:23:35,540 Turns out he called me greasy Tina - 310 00:23:35,540 --> 00:23:37,500 just like all the others. 311 00:23:38,900 --> 00:23:40,980 I just... 312 00:23:40,980 --> 00:23:43,500 I thought... 313 00:23:45,020 --> 00:23:47,820 I don't know. 314 00:23:47,820 --> 00:23:49,780 I guess I hoped. 315 00:24:00,380 --> 00:24:01,860 Hey. 316 00:24:01,860 --> 00:24:03,580 You OK? Yeah. 317 00:24:03,580 --> 00:24:05,820 You sure? 318 00:24:11,060 --> 00:24:13,060 Er... 319 00:24:13,060 --> 00:24:14,940 She's pregnant. 320 00:24:23,180 --> 00:24:25,100 CHURCH BELL RINGS 321 00:24:25,100 --> 00:24:28,220 Well, there's still time. It's a late entrance, but people do want to hear you. 322 00:24:28,220 --> 00:24:29,900 Um... 323 00:24:29,900 --> 00:24:33,100 I don't think we can right now. 324 00:24:33,100 --> 00:24:36,380 I'm sorry for your wasted trip. 325 00:24:36,380 --> 00:24:39,260 I do like the way they sing, your choir. 326 00:24:41,060 --> 00:24:42,580 But I really came here 327 00:24:42,580 --> 00:24:45,300 to... to talk to you. 328 00:24:45,300 --> 00:24:46,620 I know. 329 00:24:46,620 --> 00:24:49,540 I'm concerned about you, Father. 330 00:24:49,540 --> 00:24:52,820 Those messages you sent last night. 331 00:24:53,980 --> 00:24:56,060 I apologise. 332 00:24:56,060 --> 00:24:58,820 Do you even know what you said? 333 00:24:59,860 --> 00:25:01,860 No. No. 334 00:25:01,860 --> 00:25:03,940 No, thought not. 335 00:25:08,580 --> 00:25:13,260 It's not Christian. It's not. It's not Christian. 336 00:25:13,260 --> 00:25:16,900 People are dying and we are watching them do it. 337 00:25:16,900 --> 00:25:19,460 You are. You're... you're watching them do it. 338 00:25:19,460 --> 00:25:21,700 Because of heated fucking floors... MESSAGE STOPS 339 00:25:21,700 --> 00:25:24,580 You know it's a... It's an impressive rant. 340 00:25:24,580 --> 00:25:27,220 It goes on for two-and-a-half minutes. I wasn't myself. 341 00:25:27,220 --> 00:25:31,100 Well, just to be clear, you weren't sober? 342 00:25:31,100 --> 00:25:36,020 No. Do we need to make the necessary arrangements? 343 00:25:36,020 --> 00:25:37,620 We still have the place you used before. 344 00:25:37,620 --> 00:25:41,300 No, no. I don't think that'll be necessary. 345 00:25:41,300 --> 00:25:43,660 You know, it's my own failing as a Christian, 346 00:25:43,660 --> 00:25:49,100 but I despise being lectured to by the weak. 347 00:25:49,100 --> 00:25:52,460 And it's the modern disease, isn't it? 348 00:25:52,460 --> 00:25:56,700 So many people think it's their job to tell me how to better myself. 349 00:25:56,700 --> 00:25:59,140 Well, I think, well, 350 00:25:59,140 --> 00:26:02,220 how arrogant they are. 351 00:26:02,220 --> 00:26:04,300 I am everyone's servant. 352 00:26:05,940 --> 00:26:08,420 But I am God's servant most of all. 353 00:26:08,420 --> 00:26:11,300 No, no, I know what you are. 354 00:26:11,300 --> 00:26:13,820 Oh, he speaks with venom. 355 00:26:13,820 --> 00:26:15,980 I wonder what he wants to say. 356 00:26:15,980 --> 00:26:18,620 Just that I think shaming people is easy, 357 00:26:18,620 --> 00:26:20,980 and I think you enjoy it. 358 00:26:20,980 --> 00:26:23,740 And I think you hide your own shame a little too tightly. 359 00:26:27,340 --> 00:26:29,180 Sorry. 360 00:26:34,620 --> 00:26:36,540 You'll get another chance. 361 00:26:37,820 --> 00:26:42,620 Fail, and I will make sure that you are no longer part 362 00:26:42,620 --> 00:26:44,260 of my diocese. 363 00:26:44,260 --> 00:26:46,660 There'll be no needle exchanges - 364 00:26:46,660 --> 00:26:48,180 not even a mention. 365 00:26:50,020 --> 00:26:51,820 No more drinking. 366 00:26:51,820 --> 00:26:53,660 Not even a drop. 367 00:27:12,940 --> 00:27:15,100 Where's he going? 368 00:27:15,100 --> 00:27:16,700 You're not leaving? 369 00:27:16,700 --> 00:27:18,460 Er, I'm afraid I have to. 370 00:27:18,460 --> 00:27:20,660 Are you going to reimburse the tickets? 371 00:27:20,660 --> 00:27:22,540 I told you not to charge for tickets. 372 00:27:22,540 --> 00:27:24,420 You arrogant... Look go on, go on. 373 00:27:24,420 --> 00:27:26,580 Please, do tell me. 374 00:27:26,580 --> 00:27:28,780 Tell me what I am. 375 00:27:31,060 --> 00:27:33,740 Hmm. 376 00:27:55,260 --> 00:27:56,940 Did she tell you? 377 00:27:58,660 --> 00:28:00,700 Are you angry at me? 378 00:28:00,700 --> 00:28:02,380 No. 379 00:28:02,380 --> 00:28:05,020 I am - 380 00:28:05,020 --> 00:28:06,740 angry at me. 381 00:28:09,660 --> 00:28:11,580 I don't know what I do now. 382 00:28:11,580 --> 00:28:14,060 Now, we're... 383 00:28:14,060 --> 00:28:19,220 I'm just going to be supporting you in a different way. 384 00:28:19,220 --> 00:28:20,420 And my dad? 385 00:28:20,420 --> 00:28:22,740 And the first thing we're going to do is make sure you're 386 00:28:22,740 --> 00:28:26,540 out of that house. We'll try and find you somewhere safe to stay... 387 00:28:26,540 --> 00:28:30,140 I can't do that. ..where you can continue your education, 388 00:28:30,140 --> 00:28:34,740 your work at the church, and somewhere safe to have a child. 389 00:28:34,740 --> 00:28:37,780 If I leave, he kills Mum. 390 00:28:37,780 --> 00:28:39,100 He's told me that - 391 00:28:39,100 --> 00:28:40,940 and her. 392 00:28:42,140 --> 00:28:45,140 Then she leaves, too. She won't. 393 00:28:45,140 --> 00:28:48,420 You know that. 394 00:28:48,420 --> 00:28:51,420 This isn't some... 395 00:28:54,660 --> 00:28:58,580 He isn't the father? I'm sorry. 396 00:28:58,580 --> 00:29:00,620 No. No. 397 00:29:01,780 --> 00:29:03,740 That's an OK question to ask. 398 00:29:05,540 --> 00:29:09,180 And I get why you asked it. 399 00:29:09,180 --> 00:29:11,060 But no. 400 00:29:13,180 --> 00:29:18,460 He looks at me, sometimes, in a way that I don't like. 401 00:29:18,460 --> 00:29:21,540 But he's never touched me like that. 402 00:29:21,540 --> 00:29:24,900 All he does is hit Mum. 403 00:29:28,220 --> 00:29:29,860 How horrible. 404 00:29:32,580 --> 00:29:35,500 It sounds funny to say, but 405 00:29:35,500 --> 00:29:39,580 I was more scared to tell you than anyone else. 406 00:29:39,580 --> 00:29:41,020 Even him. 407 00:29:42,420 --> 00:29:44,340 I think because... 408 00:29:47,100 --> 00:29:50,660 I think you're the only one who thought I was better. 409 00:29:50,660 --> 00:29:52,460 You are better. 410 00:30:03,980 --> 00:30:06,260 I get really scared, Tina. 411 00:30:08,300 --> 00:30:10,860 Sometimes, I think I'm full of fear. 412 00:30:12,980 --> 00:30:16,100 Sometimes, I make mistakes. 413 00:30:17,900 --> 00:30:22,420 Horrible destructive mistakes because of that fear. 414 00:30:22,420 --> 00:30:25,700 But you, you amaze me. 415 00:30:28,020 --> 00:30:30,380 Because, despite everything... 416 00:30:32,980 --> 00:30:36,300 ...I see your love before I see your fear. 417 00:30:39,980 --> 00:30:43,700 You are God's creature 418 00:30:43,700 --> 00:30:47,820 and you're on a path, 419 00:30:47,820 --> 00:30:50,180 and you will find great happiness on that path because you meet 420 00:30:50,180 --> 00:30:53,940 that path with love. 421 00:30:56,380 --> 00:30:58,340 Do you understand? 422 00:31:00,540 --> 00:31:02,900 That's a really nice thing to say. 423 00:31:05,500 --> 00:31:07,860 And, 424 00:31:07,860 --> 00:31:11,380 when it gets hard for you, 425 00:31:11,380 --> 00:31:13,420 we're here. 426 00:31:13,420 --> 00:31:16,340 OK? Not just me, but the whole church. 427 00:31:17,380 --> 00:31:19,980 Because we believe in you. 428 00:31:22,420 --> 00:31:24,380 We love you. 429 00:31:33,860 --> 00:31:36,700 430 00:31:37,780 --> 00:31:41,180 ♪ I must be gone 431 00:31:41,180 --> 00:31:46,460 ♪ And leave you for a while. 432 00:31:47,500 --> 00:31:50,900 ♪ If I roam away 433 00:31:50,900 --> 00:31:54,620 ♪ I'll come back again 434 00:31:54,620 --> 00:31:56,900 ♪ Though I roam 435 00:31:56,900 --> 00:32:02,140 ♪ 10,000 miles, my dear 436 00:32:02,140 --> 00:32:09,900 ♪ Though I roam 10,000 miles 437 00:32:09,900 --> 00:32:13,580 CHOIR HUMS IN HARMONY 438 00:32:18,660 --> 00:32:25,580 ♪ O yonder doth sit that little turtle dove 439 00:32:25,580 --> 00:32:33,260 ♪ He doth sit on yonder high tree 440 00:32:33,260 --> 00:32:37,060 ♪ A-making a moan 441 00:32:37,060 --> 00:32:40,820 ♪ For the loss of his love 442 00:32:40,820 --> 00:32:47,900 ♪ As I will do for thee 443 00:32:47,900 --> 00:32:49,500 ♪ My dear 444 00:32:49,500 --> 00:32:54,620 ♪ As I will do 445 00:32:54,620 --> 00:32:59,620 ♪ For thee. ♪ 446 00:33:10,900 --> 00:33:13,300 We thought we could have a pint. 447 00:33:13,300 --> 00:33:15,940 Sparkling water for you, obviously. 448 00:33:15,940 --> 00:33:19,140 Wash away the worst of the day with carbonated water. 449 00:33:19,140 --> 00:33:20,740 If you fancied it? 450 00:33:20,740 --> 00:33:24,460 Um, it's a kind offer but I... 451 00:33:24,460 --> 00:33:26,820 I should get back. 452 00:33:26,820 --> 00:33:28,940 Another win. 453 00:33:28,940 --> 00:33:31,180 No dead bodies. No drowned souls. 454 00:33:32,460 --> 00:33:35,980 Yeah. 455 00:33:35,980 --> 00:33:37,860 It was great. 456 00:33:47,300 --> 00:33:50,980 You may not realise it, but I like you very much. 457 00:33:53,060 --> 00:33:56,420 I actually like everyone a lot more than people think. 458 00:33:59,860 --> 00:34:01,820 Thanks, Francis. 459 00:34:20,460 --> 00:34:22,260 So now everyone knows? 460 00:34:22,260 --> 00:34:24,940 Not everyone, but some people. 461 00:34:26,700 --> 00:34:29,180 And are you keeping it? 462 00:34:29,180 --> 00:34:32,500 You know you're the first to ask me that? 463 00:34:32,500 --> 00:34:33,900 Course I am. 464 00:34:33,900 --> 00:34:36,380 Yeah, I guess Catholics don't ask that question. 465 00:34:36,380 --> 00:34:38,620 Yeah! 466 00:34:38,620 --> 00:34:40,460 How do you think...? 467 00:34:40,460 --> 00:34:42,740 How are you going to tell your dad? 468 00:34:42,740 --> 00:34:46,060 Er, I haven't thought about that yet. 469 00:34:46,060 --> 00:34:49,860 Or I have but I'm just... I'm trying not to. 470 00:34:49,860 --> 00:34:52,540 What, you think he'll be OK? 471 00:34:52,540 --> 00:34:54,540 He won't give you too much shit, will he? 472 00:34:54,540 --> 00:34:58,740 I don't think he'd tell me what a good grandpa he'll be. 473 00:34:58,740 --> 00:35:00,260 Can I come in with you? 474 00:35:00,260 --> 00:35:01,660 No. 475 00:35:01,660 --> 00:35:03,340 Are you sure? Yeah. 476 00:35:05,260 --> 00:35:07,180 Thanks, though. 477 00:35:29,500 --> 00:35:31,420 I just, er... 478 00:35:31,420 --> 00:35:33,900 I just wanted to talk to you - 479 00:35:33,900 --> 00:35:36,340 make sure you're OK. 480 00:35:38,300 --> 00:35:40,660 I know Tina was your project. 481 00:35:40,660 --> 00:35:44,540 And I thought she wasn't. I thought she was my congregant, my 482 00:35:44,540 --> 00:35:48,780 friend. Can you imagine what I could have done helping her into robes - 483 00:35:48,780 --> 00:35:51,620 finding her a place in a convent? 484 00:35:51,620 --> 00:35:55,060 There are a lot of confused people in there. 485 00:35:55,060 --> 00:35:56,820 She would've found her way. 486 00:35:56,820 --> 00:35:58,780 No, I've let her down. 487 00:36:00,380 --> 00:36:02,140 Well, at least you tried. 488 00:36:03,980 --> 00:36:07,780 I don't judge you or... 489 00:36:07,780 --> 00:36:09,420 Or maybe I do. 490 00:36:09,420 --> 00:36:10,860 Maybe you do. 491 00:36:12,780 --> 00:36:14,900 But I also love you. 492 00:36:16,740 --> 00:36:18,780 I watched you today... 493 00:36:21,460 --> 00:36:24,940 ...and I loved you. 494 00:36:29,700 --> 00:36:31,700 How ridiculous I am. 495 00:36:32,980 --> 00:36:34,860 You shouldn't love me. 496 00:36:34,860 --> 00:36:36,260 No. 497 00:36:37,580 --> 00:36:39,060 No, I know. 498 00:37:25,460 --> 00:37:28,020 Hey. 499 00:37:28,020 --> 00:37:29,620 Are you OK? 500 00:37:29,620 --> 00:37:32,060 Yeah, I didn't expect it to feel like that. 501 00:37:35,220 --> 00:37:36,980 That's good. 502 00:38:21,300 --> 00:38:24,220 Oh, no. 503 00:38:24,220 --> 00:38:26,300 What? 504 00:38:26,300 --> 00:38:28,460 I'm, um, 505 00:38:28,460 --> 00:38:29,940 I'm the tempter 506 00:38:29,940 --> 00:38:31,660 and you're... you're a priest. 507 00:38:31,660 --> 00:38:34,780 You've been telling me to admit to it that I... 508 00:38:34,780 --> 00:38:37,860 You're... ..I feel for you. No, you are not ready for me. 509 00:38:37,860 --> 00:38:39,180 You're a priest. 510 00:38:40,780 --> 00:38:42,300 I love you. 511 00:38:43,780 --> 00:38:46,260 Do you? 512 00:38:46,260 --> 00:38:48,380 Or do you love everyone? 513 00:38:48,380 --> 00:38:50,300 Or do you love the way I made you feel just now? 514 00:38:50,300 --> 00:38:54,340 Or do you...? 515 00:38:54,340 --> 00:38:55,780 I'm sorry. No. 516 00:38:55,780 --> 00:38:56,900 I'm, um... What? No. 517 00:38:56,900 --> 00:38:59,620 I'm sorry. No, no, no, no, not like this.! 518 00:38:59,620 --> 00:39:02,860 It's not your fault. It's my fault. 519 00:39:02,860 --> 00:39:04,340 I am shameful. 520 00:39:04,340 --> 00:39:05,940 You're... You're not. I just a kissed 521 00:39:05,940 --> 00:39:08,300 a bloody priest! 522 00:39:08,300 --> 00:39:10,980 Don't, please. I'm sorry. 523 00:39:31,700 --> 00:39:33,820 DOOR CLOSES 524 00:39:36,300 --> 00:39:38,180 I've started. 525 00:39:38,180 --> 00:39:39,980 I was hungry. 526 00:39:42,540 --> 00:39:44,300 It looks amazing. 527 00:39:46,500 --> 00:39:49,060 Ah. Oh, no. 528 00:39:49,060 --> 00:39:50,860 No, no, no. 529 00:39:50,860 --> 00:39:53,900 Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. 530 00:39:53,900 --> 00:39:56,620 It's OK, darling. It's OK. ANNA SOBS 531 00:39:56,620 --> 00:39:58,580 I know. 532 00:40:00,300 --> 00:40:02,580 Let it out. Let it out. 533 00:40:08,540 --> 00:40:10,220 SIREN BLARES 534 00:40:10,220 --> 00:40:12,300 INDISTINCT RADIO DIALOGUE 535 00:40:20,900 --> 00:40:24,580 TV IN BACKGROUND 536 00:41:06,740 --> 00:41:09,020 Of course I can. 537 00:41:27,380 --> 00:41:29,380 Subtitles by Red Bee Media